I lost my mum on 3 May this year to Metatastic Melanoma. She was only 46. She had the most beautiful soul. It was so sudden.
I feel so lost without her especially today being mothers day. I just wish that I could have her here for one more day. To say everything i feel to her and to know that she is proud of me. My bub is due in 11 weeks and she will not be around to see that which hurts so much.
I feel as thought my heart is broken and that a piece of me is gone forever. She was my best friend and meant the world to me. In a sense I wish it was me and not her. She had so much to give to the world. The saying that life is short is definitely true and I wish that I was there more.