Im so sick of being stuck in these four walls! I have a 11month dd who has been driving me up the wall for weeks now.
It ****es me off that my husband comes home from work gets to play with her for an hour and then shes off to bed and he gets to relax! It ****es me off that im washing the dishes every Friggen morning because his excuse not to do it is he doesn't want to wake up the baby. It ****es me off that on the rare saturday that I get to sleep in, as soon as I get up he palms her off to me. it ****es me off that if he deals with her whinging for 5 mins life is too hard! It ****es me off that every weekend he has things to do around the house or at his brothers house. It ****es me off that every weekend I loom forward to some help and family time but I get stuck doing everything while he mowes the lawn. It ****es me off that I am now looking forward to going back to work when I know that I will regret it when I go back. It ****es me off that I can't enjoy my daughter because im so stressed out that I just keep wishing I could mow the lawns or clean the gutters or fix the car. It ****es me off that because im in a bad mood I can feel my husband tip toeing around me which ****es me off more....
All I asked for today was to have a shower so I can meet up with friends that I haven't seen in 6 months for a drink that I haven't had in 11 months!
It's 2pm and still no shower and baby wont sleep and husband is mowing his darling lawn!!!!!
I know he is not sitting on his *** so he always throws that in my face but he doesn't understand.... if I could just get a couple of hours to myself I wouldn't be so angry and will be recharged to face another day. ...
Anyone with me?
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