Just need to write down how cr@ppy I'm feeling. I hope you don't judge me
I'm just feeling pretty alone right now; I work from home running a family day care and have, at the moment, only one person I'd call a friend right now (other than DH), and he's not a close friend.
I'm having a cr@p day and feel so awful because I'm being paid to look after other people's children and I'm not coping today. One child in particular is really pushing me and I just don't know how to deal with him. I'm 21 weeks pregnant and I think my hormones have kicked into overdrive! I feel like I just don't have my usual patience and feel like I'm about to explode.
Wow, sidetracked there. I had a group of friends before I got pregnant, but they were more friends of convenience and I don't see them much any more. My only other friend, who I would consider my only close friend in Australia, just moved to America. The rest are all in the UK.
I just really need a girlfriend I think. I can go almost all week with no adult company when hubby works away and its starting to get me down.
Anyway, just feeling a bit low right now and needed to get it out of my system!
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