Ok so I an writing this while waiting for dh to get home. We have been trying for 18months now. I have had all my tests and all is ok. We finally bit the bullet and dh had a semen analysis. I called the doc to get the results. He was busy so had to call me back. I got the call on my speaker phone while driving. Doc said it's not good news I think he said there was no sperm at all. I can't really remember because the adrenal kicked in and I started crying and making weird snorting/hyperventilating noises. Remember doc saying there are more tests to do and he will try everything. We have an appointment on sat thank goodness.
So now I am sitting here waiting for dh to get home so I can somehow break the news. My heart is breaking for him... I don't even know how to begin the conversation. I know I will take one look at him and burst into tears.
I am hoping there was just a prob with the test and we will do another one and realise it was just a mistake.
Sorry, I'm not really asking a question or anything I just needed to get that out before I go crazy. Really want to call my best friend but dh needs to know first (mind you I have just written it on here but no one knows us)
Wish me luck!