So I'm 32+2 & found out on Monday that baby is breech. I'm supposed to be having a VBAC this time round & am absolutely devastated to be in this predicament. Breech = no VBAC. We are only having 2 children so I really feel like this is not only my only chance of having a natural birth, but also my only chance to get over DSs birth almost 2 years ago.
I'm doing positioning techniques (breech tilt & inversions), had acupuncture yesterday & am doing moxibustion at home. My middie showed me how to find the head so of course I'm now obsessed with checking to see where it is. I feel like poor DS is being a bit neglected because I am so consumed by my thoughts. I'm terrified of having another csar - I had PND with DS & am certain I'll get it again if I end up with another csar. I just cannot stop crying about this. All this time I was worried about posterior presentation. Hell, I'd take that a thousand times over breech.
Not sure what the point of this is. I think I just need to get out how upset I am. I find it very difficult to talk to people IRL so I guess I just need an outlet.
Please, no advice about attempting a breech VBAC home birth. I'm not even considering it. And please, no statements about being grateful I have healthy children & that how they are born doesn't matter. It matters to me. More than I thought.