I'm new to this forum, so here it goes. I have two wonderful children and with both I suffered PND. Each time I went on medication. With the second child I went to a mother and baby unit which helped me a lot. I have now suffered a relapse for the 3rd time. The year has been busy and lots of pressure to get things done around the house, a 6 year old starting prep and also having a 2 year old to entertain. It's been almost 2 months now and I'm back on my medication. I have booked in to see the psychologist again to help me with a plan to deal with it. That's not till next week. I just feel like I'm suffering in silence. I have family to support but it's just not the same when you can't get it out of your head and shake of the anxiety. I'm so over this I just want to get better. Especially for my boys, I don't want them to see me like this. How do you explain to a 6 year old what you have and to give me time to heal and I will be there for him. I can't o this anymore,it's killing me....