Oh my god! What are you going to do? Try carry or terminate? I have no idea what i would do in your situation and can not imagine how hard this must be
I got my results and the baby is all fine. Such a relief but at the same time i think how easy i could be in your situation Sandfairysam, and how heartbreaking this is for you.
Its just not fair sometimes. Good luck with everything, wish i could say or do more but no words could make this any easier for you xxx