Today has hit me hard that I don't have a "best friend". If you were to look at me you would think that I have a "perfect life" but who does? I would love to be able to call up "my girlfriend" for a coffee or a movie or to come over with their family to my house for a bbq, but somehow throughout my life I think I made the wrong choices and chose boys over girlfriends, chose to have life experiences with my DH instead of girlfriends until I didn't have any close ones left. I am in playgroups, I work part time and I have people to talk to but never in the way I could with a close girlfriend.
I actually feel better having written it all down and vented, so thank you Bub Hub.