I have an issue thats getting me down :-(
Ex-DP has DD 7 nights a fortnight. Wed - Sat nights one week.then Wed - Sun nights the next.
My problem is that when I have DD (today especially) I feel like she's not mine. I feel like a babysitter or nanny or something, I feel like our bond is being hurt by whats going on. I feel so bad
It doesn't help that today my muscles are so sore I can hardly walk, or that DD was up a lot last night so I'm probably sleep deprived and cranky but is this normal?
Today especially I have found myself more cranky than happy. More frustrated than normal when she ignores me.
I have/have had (not on medication but still seeing a psych) depression and anxiety. Please someone tell me I don't need to go to Drs again and get more medication, etc.
I think my concern about it is making my stress about it worse too.
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