Forewarning: This is a vent.
Hubby and I have now been TTC our first for 11 months with zilch luck. DOn't get me wrong, I understand that that is considered a fairly normal timeframe but we are noth only 22yrs old with no health problems! I've been doing everything right with diet, vitamins and dtd
I normally have a regular 36-38 day cycle and am currently at least 4 days late for AF. Started testing day AF was due and still BFN. I normally get tender breasts before AF, but they haven't been sore this month which was a bit unusual. Also has a SIGNIFICANT increase in CM over the last couple of days which has never happened before. Couple of other things lately too, such as feeling tired and then not being able to sleep and slight waves of nausea upon waking up that settle really quickly. Trying not to read to much in to these things as I don't want to get my hopes up and I know our bodies change all the time and all these things can prob be explained by other things.
I feel like pulling out my hair. If I'm not pregnant fine, but could AF at least come so I can start again??? I hate being in limbo!!!!!
It gets so distressing because I start letting myself hope each day and then... BFN. WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!
Anybody had any similar experiences or ideas as to what might be happening?