were TTC but im starting to feel down, because since my period we have only gone for it 3 times, and i feel like its not going to happen, i dont no why i feel like it, mab its coz the mr got me so excited about having another baby saying how he really wants one and how he wants to get started, so we waited for AF to be over and now he has hardly touched me, we have had sex since AF only twice, and im feeling so let down. an im starting to think its me, thats mab his repulsed by me which is silly, but i am over weight, so of course i think that, and when iv told him my feelings he says his stressed, which is silly because were going ok with our money, the only thing that should worry but not stress us is the car coz he keeps saying it is about to die, but that was 8 mnths ago he started saying that, and yet he wont fix the stupid thing. we have started saving for another car. but thats all he is stressed about, im the one who pays the bills so he dosnt need to think about them. and now his also saying he didnt mean he wanted a baby right away, WTF.... his the one that said he wanted one to start with and that he wanted to wait till AF had come. he has gotten me so excited im feeling so let down right now. and to top it off im feeling guilty bout writing this here because i no there are so many families that are having troubles trying to get preg and who cant get preg, and im so sorry for just complaining about this on here.
thats my story, and how i feel