Hi everyone, I have a scheduled c section in eight (!!!!!!!) days and this is my third baby and never ever have I freaked out like this time around. It is my first scheduled c section, I knew it would be quite nerve wrecking for me to know exactly when my baby will be born but that is only a small part. I dont know why this time around I am sooooo scared! I cant sleep, I cant eat, I dont want to talk to anyone, including my kids, I just want to sit here and wait until I am all over and done with it. I cry prob at least ten times a day and I am just so miserable. My ob told me with my first the anxiety gets much worse each time lol and wow he was right!!