I don't know if this is the right place to do this but Hubby, bubs and i have been looking for a new dr since our dr moved away. It's been so hard to find a new one, one that doesn't go on and on about loosing weight. DH and I are both overweight and we know we need to do something about it. We don't want DS to have an unhealthy relationship with food. We want him to enjoy food but be healthy. Today we tried a new dr and I was in tears. I'd told him I know we're overweight and we are working on it because my husband recently found out he has diabetes he's lost 7kilos since I not so much I've had massive cravings for not great things, I've been so down on myself the last couple of weeks. I pretty much always skip breakfast which I know is bad but I already hate my self and my body and then tonight I got my hair done all I could do was see my body in the long mirror in front of me and I hated what I seen. My whole life I have been overweight. I don't know why I can't get that thing in my head to snap that makes me want to do it more than anything that motivates me to put on my walking shoes and go for a walk, why can't I make sure I eat breakfast and lunch every day. My husband tells me I am beautiful and I don't believe him. I can't even watch the tv without crying tonight. I just hate myself for not being in control of my own willpower.
Sorry to dump this here of its the wrong place I just need to get it out somewhere.