Missybubble... I know the devastation you feel having been there.
Just take all the time you need to recover physically but most importantly emotionally. Be gentle on yourself. There's not much more I can say to help.
For me I took time off work. I opened a lovely bottle of wine (aptly called Hell Hole) because I could drink again. Went for walks on the beach. Watched movies with DH. Got my hair done. Ate some nice food. Just took each day slowly. I also bought a lovely ring and had it engraved on the inside so I had something tangible.
Take care of yourself. Do what you need to heal. Hugs to you.