I have been told by our legal aid rep that until mediation I have to continue to let DS go with ex. Well this afternoon I literally had to drag him down the driveway while he screamed and tried to crawl away. All the while the ex stood by and did nothing. I could still hear DS crying as they drove down the street. And then I get messages asking what I have done to DS, and saying he is only like this when he goes from me so it must be my fault.
I am a balling, emotional binging mess. I cannot send my son like this, it is not good for him!!!