My mum died when I was younger and I am pretty much 'ok with it' for want of a better description.
But since getting pregnant I am missing the mother/daughter relationship or what I imagine it would be like at this time.
I have a great sister who has children and we talk about stuff and I have another sister is a midwife and wonderful help. Of course I have the hubbers who answer all my crazy questions and lots of mates who are super excited for us. My dad is thrilled.
I just, I dunno - I imagine that being pregnant would be the most amazing time to share with your mother. Its like full circle kinda thing.
It just makes me a bit sad - well alot sad really.