I'm having one of those days where everything sucks.
I have 2 boys, 7 years and 4 months and I am pregnant again too.
I feel so lonely.
My husband is a musician and he is going on a US tour in 14 days for 13 weeks and we don't get to go. It's too hard and too expensive for all of us to go. We might get to go next time.
While we are getting paid a lump sum to pay for expenses here (wonderful) I'll be here on my own with the boys. Every night.
I live in a rural area in SA and I live 45 minutes away from my closest friend. And even more from the others. I tried to make friends down here with the school parents but they ended up being super strange and very creepy.
I feel so lonely already because my husband is always so busy and so absorbed in this tour. And while I am fully supportive and happy that his music is actually going somewhere after 6 years of hard work, I feel a little bit of resentment toward it. It's consumed him and is taking him away from us and I don't know how to just deal with it. He knows how I feel but there isn't much he can do because it has to be this way.
I guess this isnt a question more of a vent.