DD2 is turning 1 in a couple of weeks & I have just started to look at making an owl cake for her (her nursery is in owl theme)
We have just moved to Tassie for 12 months whilst DH completes a degree at Uni so we have no family nor friends here. It has hit me how depressing it is going to be.
I feel like the worst mother. DD1 had this huge 1st birthday/naming day with about 30 people & a big deal was made. Now for DD2 we will have nothing like that for her because we are here.
My mum is flying over from Adelaide for 2 weeks, so will be here for it, but I just feel sick!!! Now Im thinking, "why even bother going to this effort to make this beautiful cake, when there will be no one to share it with"
I am now worried that DD2 will look back on photos when she is older & resent not having what her sister had. What do I do?
I am so depressed right now