I know what sleep deprivation feels like. I'm sure it's what contributed to my pnd. I was that freaking exhausted I felt suicidal. Would I drug my baby? No way in hell. If a gp suggested I use phenergan I wouldn't be taking my baby back to that gp ever again.
I can 100% see why the op feels the way she does, but we get crazy when sleep deprived and those sorts of drugs are not worth it. I hope op got some help and is feeling better.
Baby wearing, co-sleeping, booby feeding mummy to one