Well next Tuesday is my Premmie daughters 4th Birthday! I've been reading my diary to her each night, I started it when I was admitted to hospital was there for 5 weeks, so it's pretty long! This is the 1st time I've done it, I think she understand more! But looking back on it, reading it has shown me how raw it all still is! I can't read a page without crying! This time of the year is always a struggle!