The last year has been so bad :(

[amiexox]

This may be a bit long!

Ok well im 21 years old and the last 12 months have been so horrible!

I use to live with my nan and pop for about 7 years (moved in when my uncle died in a car accident) to keep my man company and look after her as she wasn't very well ( had bad arthritis heart problems etc) me and her had such a close bond! Then in feb last year my pop had a operation for bowel cancer and ended up in intensive care they didn't know if he would make it (thankfully he did and is now in remission) but at the same time my partners pop was in intensive care so we were constantly in the hospitals visiting etc mind you I was 8 months pregnant at this stage too and working starting at 6am! Then unfortunately my partners popped passéd away, then in march I had mh baby girl and moved in with my mum as I didn't think it was fair on my man having a new born there coz she was so sick (she was in and out of hospital too) my dad then moved in with her as my pop was still in hospital, I hated not living with her tho and seen her all the time, then in April my great man passed away ( my nans mum ). Things then got worse with my nan she unfortunately passed away in September (a day before my 21st birthday) I know now she is at peace and not in pain, but I miss her so much she was like my best friend and always there for me! 2 weeks after she passed away my dad ended up in jail! And then my step grandma passed away 4 weeks ago! I guess I just needed to vent all this out!

As I am a stay at home mum I'm so bored during the day while my partner is at work I need something to distract my mind and thoughts etc

Hopefully no more bad things happen for a long time!!!!

Thanks so much to whoever reads this xoxox

[amiexox]

Ooops sorry where I was meant to write nan** it's come up as man silly phone!

[Skullduggery]

I'm very sorry you had to lose so many loved ones, especially in such a short time. Hope the next few years are better for you xxxx