Hi gals, back in feb I miscarried at 12 weeks. First pregnancy, first miscarriage. Anyhow at the time I was super busy at work and basically just pushed through for the last 4 weeks.
I felt I was doing pretty well until bam, last weekend I got my first period since and geez that put me in a super down mood. Unfortunately it made me do a lot of dwelling and since I cant get it out of my mind and I'm stressing about ttc in the future!
All the fears of what if it happens again? How will I not stress during the next pregnancy? I wanna give myself time to recover but even that stresses me out as I'm 32 and my fiancé is 42 and I feel like we don't have time to wait because of our ages!
To make matters worse one of my employees announced she was 12 weeks preg this week and woah that made me sad and jealous, then I felt heaps bad that I wasn't being excited for her...
How do you all get past these fears and find the strength to take the leap and ttc again?