Hang in there. I have a low AMH (under 1!!!) and understand how you feel. I like you have have felt like it is all my fault we are in this situation because I delayed having children due to my career. But after a lot of tears, I am now just really focusing on the positive. I am on my first cycle of Chlomid as well, and am just trying to see this journey as a positive step in my life. A friend who conceived through IVF (8 cycles) has been a big help, she was the same age (39) when she started and convinced me to stop beating myself up. Now is the time to be positive. I wish you all the best of luck.