Hi ladies, ok this is not gonna be a very happy post. I'm 5 days down on bedrest and I am really really struggling now. There's only so much TV and foxtel I can watch and I'm getting so bored and frustrated. The worst part is the lower back ache, neck pain and headaches I'm getting from constantly lying down. I've been taking panadols to relieve some of those aches. I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. And on top of that I'm 1 week away from when I lost bub last preg and I'm getting more and more anxious about it daily. I'm so scared. I know it's crazy and there's nothing I can do but I'm constantly worrying and petrified that every time I get off the couch my waters might break. Apologies for this not happy post, I have to try cheer myself up somehow.