Nawwww you don't sound like a baby!!! You poor thing! I don't like having bloods taken but only because I feel a bit faint. The needles don't worry me but I understand your fear because DH has an absolute panic attack over anything medical related especially needles!
I don't want to test but DH is insisting that if this minimal bleeding thing keeps going, then we are testing next Tuesday. He was certain I was pregnant this cycle just due to gut feeling which he never verbalises so it was a huge deal that he did say it out loud when he felt it. I feel bad because even though he won't admit it, he's still holding out major hope that I could be UTD.