Welcome Angelini... Sad for you, but you are among friends here. Hopefully AF comes quickly and you can move forward.
I had a confronting day... Nothing like spending the day with young co-worker who just found out she is UTD. Don't get me wrong, I am really happy for her and her DP... But I don't want to talk about it every 5 mins. The constant rubbing of non-existent belly... The " I just still can't believe it, can you"s... But worse still was the happy snaps from her 3D 12week scan.... Especially as she knows I lost mine at 12 weeks. I felt really raw today... Very close to tears, and I think I have a pretty good handle on my emotions!
Delirium, I so understand your anxiety about getting a BFP then losing it. My fear is the same, that mixed with my age, and a few chemo ravaged eggs... The old biological clock ticking thing! I've already been UTD six times... Including an ectopic, and the loss of a twin to my beautiful DD... My fear seems warranted!
Are any of you at the pointy end of thirty like me!? How are you coping with time pressures?