Now, I kinda WANT to wait to TTC if I think with my head - because that means we'll have more money, things will sorted, we'll both be ready... hopefully, we'll be paying off a mortgage etc. So 2 years makes sense.
My daughter is 7 this July. In 2 years she'll be turning 9. That's a massive age-gap and something that annoys me. I wanted her to have a closer age gap (not close, just not at least 10 years... because 2 years is when we'll TTC, not when I'll have a baby).
Plus, I want a baby dammit. My body is saying, "jeez woman, how long are you gonna make me wait for fill that uterus again?"
2 years uterus. That's if you're lucky too - it could be even longer still!
I look at baby stuff and want it. I want a baby. Now. I want to be pregnant now. In a way. In a heart way. In a head way, I'd be struggling if I fell pregnant now (it'd be stupid to fall pregnant so soon after my surgery anyway - I was told to wait at least a year).
I hate waiting, but I have to wait.
The whole thing just required a vent.