With a little montage that I made.
My number 3 bub was born four months ago at 31+5 weeks and 1390g. He was intubated, on cpap, had og and ng tubes, was hospitalised for 8weeks and I was 3 hours away from my other 2 children and my gorgeous husband and farm during harvest (one of the busiest times of our year)
Since I made this, Clancy is now 4kg, he smiles, coos, breastfeeds like a champ and is all in all perfection.
I hope anyone that is reading this section and being faced with the trauma that is a prem bub finds some comfort in knowing that they aren't alone.