Ive had depression an mild bi polar off an on for yrs , looking back falling preg an having a bub triggers it , last trigger was last yr as back in 2010 i had a bed yr on heavy drugs so spent a good 8 months last yr in an out of mental health an meds an stuff , Ive been Reasonable for months now but since late Jan Ive felt the mood swings back again to a point I'm driving my loving DF bonkers again I'm either yelling at him of stupid things or crying of silly things.
i think its to do with high preg hormones .
i was on Valium for sleep issues but wasn't needed every nite an to take off my edge when i was wigging out , but not been on them since ttcing , gave up drinking an trying to give up smoking went from 15 or more a day to lucky to have 2 a day.
the bi polar thing , i might not be as when i last was diagnosed i had drug phycois at time so it clouded a lot of things.
just looking for some , You be OK or I'm the same , just feeling lost , the older 3 kids in the house an the man don't think been preg is an excuse for been more hormonal then usual an to a point I'm stressing out. just want to know I'm not alone , I know i can manage this i have to for bubs , at least till I'm off breast feeding so i got about 2 yrs to keep my sanity lol