Thanks everyone. Its been so good to have so many kind people following along with my story. I just wish it had a happy ending this time around. Today has been hard but we are trying to push through the sadness and focus on a positive future. The physical pain is so bad. I have strong pain killers and they do a great job but wear off after a couple of hours and I'm only meant to take so many in a certain period. So there are moments of agony. I got to see a good friend today at the closing of my old work and she went through it herself so it was good to share experiences. There will be a lot of pain, both emotional and physical to come but I am hoping it won't be too long before we get to experience a normal pregnancy. It'll at least give us the chance to move forward once we get our final confirmation tomorrow.