I was a young mum with my DS, who is now almost 11. That relationship broke down and then I was a single mum for 6 years before meeting DP. After 4 years together DP and I have decided it's time to start TTC. We both want 2-3 more and were not getting any younger!
So now, by the time number 2 comes along DS will likely be 12!! I've wanted more for years but now that were trying I'm getting scared. I think the main 2 things I worry about are losing my independence (not being able to work for awhile, not being able to travel in the same way, etc etc), and money. Part of it is that I've had all these years to think of how perfectly I'll do it all next time (lol). It's hard to accept that it will NEVER be perfect. Does anyone else feel this way? Or have you?
I really want more children but now I'm getting cold feet and thinking of stopping TTC, which is so confusing as I don't know what I'm really waiting for!
Does anyone have any positive stories?