I miss my dad so much. He passed away 4 months ago after a battle with cancer. He was a fighter and didn't let on to us how bad it was. I think I might still be in shock. Sometimes I'm fine and then all of a sudden I'm a mess. I used to talk to him on the phone every day and I miss it so much. I don't think I've really come to terms wih him not being here any longer. Has anyone been to grief counselling for this?? I'm not sure if it would help or not !