I am currently 37w and have been booked in for a ceaser next Friday due to bubs being complete breech.
I also happen to have a 12cm fibroid sitting on my fundus so the thought of the cs terrifies me. I had originally prepared for a calmbirth and I no feel like I am doing a compete 180 from there. I've come to terms with that aspect of it but my fibroid pits me at a much greater risk of post partum hemhorage. This is what freaks me out the most. I know it sounds a bit morbid but I keep thinking that I'll die before I get a chance to hold my baby girl. It's my first baby so the whole fear of the unknown doesnt help. I suffered with prenatal depression so it's something that I've been dealing with and have been really good since about 16 weeks... I just don't want to spend the last few days in tears and stressing myself out and the bubs... I know it's no good for either of us!
If anyone has any experience with either ceaser & fibroids on pph I'd love to hear your honest account.