The early ****ty morning I have had has bought on a lot!! While I know he's still in bed sleeping I'm TRYING to manage 3 misbehaving children on my own while trying to keep myself together!!! God help me when the 4th arrives in 4 weeks!!!
I honestly don't know If I can do this on my own!!! I resent him for being such a **** partner that I had no choice but to leave him, I just want to ring him and yell and curse at him untill I feel better!!
Why why why couldn't he care, why couldn't he have been the person I wanted him to be?? Why did I have to spend so many years of my life trying to make things work between us when they never did in the end!!!
I'm so hurt yet so angry with him for leaving me to deal with OUR children while he can stay up late and not have to worry about having to get up early with the kids, go and see his friends whenever he wants but yet has no time to make an effort to even call his children!!!
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