Sleep. You are ten weeks old. You are tired. Staying awake from 10:30am - 9pm yesterday is not fun for any of us least of all me when you scream the second I put you down. The fact that today is shaping up the same does not inspire confidence.
I'm trying really hard to be supportive of you taking a huge business loan on while we are already in a lot of debt (all of it yours) so that you can take a commission only job, but honestly I'm nervous and would really rather you didnt when the industry isn't going well. Sigh.