Before I dumped G's backside, I thought I could do the whole single mum gig, don't have to worry about having a douchebag man tell me what to do, I can do what I want, blah,blah, blah...but I hate it. Sure there are good things, but I am sick of being lonely, but having three children what man in his right mind would ever want to be with me now? When I was with ex at least I could leave the kids and go out with friends (ok it meant the house looked like a tip when I got home and the kids weren't bathed or whatever) but I got 'me time' my kids don't go to their dad's every second weekend like they used to because of an avo against him, so I am them 24/7. Skye is living with her aunty (long story which I don't wish to get into or be judged for right this moment) I still see her and pay for her and have two other kids to care for full time. I get a break (if I am lucky) about once every few months. It sucks and I am over it!!!!