Do I have PND?

[Mia78]

I have a 28 month old DD1, and an 8 month old DD2. I have always been a very carefree, go with the flow, what's the point of stressing type of person. 6 weeks after DD2 was born, I got the implanon implant put in (my first contraception in 5 years). Anyway, so when DD2 was about 3 months old, I noticed that I had become, or was be oming a nasty person. All of a sudden I am a snappy person, with such a short fuse with my DH, and both girls, but especially DD1. I love her to bits, but to say she tests her boundaries would be an understatement. Lately I find that my moods are getting worse, and I hate myself for my short temper, but can't seem to stop myself. I wonder whether it is the implanon, or do I have postnatal depression?? I have never been this person before, and I am hating it. My sex drive is absolutely zero...if DH and I never dtd, that would be fine with me...which is also very unlike me.
Hoping someone can help. I haven't told anyone about the way I am feeling...very cliche, but I feel quite ashamed


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[SalsaMama]

Lots of hugs Mia. Whether's it's PND or Implanon (which I don't know much about sorry), it's horrible to be feeling like this. Please, please, please don't feel ashamed. I've had/got PND and unfortunately it's so common that we feel like this. Whether it is PND or Implanon, it's the illness or meds that are making you feel like this - you haven't changed as a person.

Have you spoken to your DH about how you've been feeling? Another good step might be to talk to your GP - they might be able to shed light on whether it could be Implanon. Otherwise I'd highly recommend counselling. I was really reluctant initially as I didn't want a label, but it was seriously the best thing I ever did.

Please PM me if you need to chat too.

[Lil Flower]

Your symptoms sound very much like a couple of friends who had the Implanon, they didn't even realise they had a problem until it was removed.

[Mia78]

I haven't mentioned anything to DH...he is very much the sort of person that believes if it is ignored, it's not happening. I love him, but he isn't much of an emotional support. I have an appointment with my maternal health nurse on Monday, so will bring it up with her. Counselling would be tricky, as I have no one to mind the bubba's...so they would have to come too!


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[SalsaMama]

Your symptoms sound very much like a couple of friends who had the Implanon, they didn't even realise they had a problem until it was removed.

In light of this post, can you make an appt with your GP to discuss it?

[Mia78]

Will do....if it is the implanon, then the sooner it is taken out, the better!


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[MumDadBoyandGirl]

I think having experienced birth control hormones as well as pnd both r hard to see when ur in the midst of the situation. You look back and think yeah I was really a biatch, but only ur doctor can really assess the best options for you.

[pukapuka88]

I saw this post and just had to reply..
I've had the implanon for about a year and it has definately made me have NO sex drive whatsoever, and I would say maybe a bit moody/nasty aswell.. Kinda didnt realize till a few months ago that it could be the implanon, and now i am counting down the days till i get it out! But agree with everybody else GP visit would be good just to get advice from a professional. Good luck.

[MuminMind]

Hi there, Mia78.

I’m sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult time at the moment. And I agree with Salsamama; whether it is general depression, PND or simply side effects from Implanton – no one should have to feel this way. I strongly suggest that you see your GP and assess your situation further. The sooner you seek help, the sooner you are likely to recover.

I do not have any personal experience with Implanton, but I have experienced both general depression, AND & PND, as well as side effects from various contraceptive pills. The symptoms from all of the above ‘conditions’ had many similarities.

It is possible to be diagnosed with PND within the first two years of having a child, although it most commonly starts within the first few months of the child’s life (unfortunately women often seek help a lot later). I suppose the main difference between general depression and PND is that the latte usually is associated with anxiety related to parenthood, and/or negative feelings towards the child/ren. Usually coping with parenting is the predominant issue with PND. However, experiencing general depression is also likely to impact on our feelings towards loved ones (including children) and may impact on our ability to look after ourselves and others.

I have attached some links for you to read about both general depression and PND.

About perinatal depression: http://www.blackdoginstitute.org.au/...atalperiod.pdf

Self-testing (questionnaire) for perinatal depression:
http://www.blackdoginstitute.org.au/...atalperiod.pdf

About general depression:
http://www.blackdoginstitute.org.au/...depression.pdf

http://www.blackdoginstitute.org.au/...depression.pdf

I also found another bubhub thread regarding Implanton. I didn’t read the whole thread so I don’t know if you already have posted in it, but I thought it might be useful for you to read. A lot of others also seem to have experienced psychological side effects. : http://www.bubhub.com.au/community/f...e-side-effects

And here is the consumer information about Implanton (the leaflet that comes in the package) It does mention fluctuations in mood.
http://www.racgp.org.au/cmi/shcimpla.pdf

Again, I advice that you speak to your GP about how you are feeling, and possibly consider taking out the Implanton to see if your mood improves. If it doesn’t, you might need to look at other treatment options. And also, turn to the wonderful people on this forum. A lot of us share similar experiences, and we are here to support each other.

Best of luck!

[Mia78]

Thank you to everyone who has posted with help....you don't know how appreciated it is! I called my gp's office this morning, but he is on leave until the 27th January! I then popped in to second GP on the list (you need a few when you have kids)...but there isn't a dr there that is approved to insert or remove implanon! I will try one other, third on the list of gp's tomorrow....otherwise I will speak to my MCN nurse on Monday and see if she has any suggestions.
My fuse tends to be short with everyone...mostly DD1 as she is the most challenging. I have never had the urge to hurt my babies (other than verbally saying that I am going to strangle them when I am at my wits end). I don't feel weepy often or that I am not the best person to look after my kids....so I think I am leaning towards implanon being the issue....hopefully it won't take long to find out!


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