I have a 28 month old DD1, and an 8 month old DD2. I have always been a very carefree, go with the flow, what's the point of stressing type of person. 6 weeks after DD2 was born, I got the implanon implant put in (my first contraception in 5 years). Anyway, so when DD2 was about 3 months old, I noticed that I had become, or was be oming a nasty person. All of a sudden I am a snappy person, with such a short fuse with my DH, and both girls, but especially DD1. I love her to bits, but to say she tests her boundaries would be an understatement. Lately I find that my moods are getting worse, and I hate myself for my short temper, but can't seem to stop myself. I wonder whether it is the implanon, or do I have postnatal depression?? I have never been this person before, and I am hating it. My sex drive is absolutely zero...if DH and I never dtd, that would be fine with me...which is also very unlike me.
Hoping someone can help. I haven't told anyone about the way I am feeling...very cliche, but I feel quite ashamed
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