Hi - i've been following bubhub since i was first pregnant with my now 12 month old and i know it is a great place to get some advice and support. This is the 1st time i've posted (on any forum for that matter), so sorry if it's a bit all over the place! I'm not even sure where to start?! But here goes.
DP and i have been together for nearly 8 years and we had our gourgeous baby boy a year ago. But the problem is- i am miserable. We disagree and fight all the time- over nothing. He is very hard to talk to especially about emotional issues and our relationship- he tends to turn any issues i have back onto me and somehow it ends up being my fault or my problem. So i tend to bottle everything up. There is no affection. And when we were first together our sex life was awesome - now its next to nothing (not by my choice). And now on top of that i have recently found an internet site he has looked up on numerous occasions (along with lots of other pron sites) which is for finding casual s3x in your local area. When i opened the page it came up straight away on the area
we live in. That made me sick to my stomach. As much as i want to I havent confronted him about it yet because i dont know if he has a profile on it or if he has actually made the move to meet anyone on it. I know he would deny it if i
asked- and then i would never know the truth. But i just dont know how to find
out for sure myself?? I dont know why you would look on a site like that unless
u were actually looking at cheating?? I'm confused and hurt that he has even looked this site up and i really dont know what to think or do. Our relationship has been a rocky one for a while now anyway but i would be willing to work on it and try and salvage it because it was great once. But since finding this site i just dont know because i would without a doubt leave him if i found out he was hooking up for casual s3x!!! Yuk!
Sorry i know there has been few threads on cheating etc lately, but i dont know where else to turn. I dont really have many friends (except those i know through him) cos im so shy ( i even feel strange asking for help on here and its annonymous!!!). Thanks for reading and any advice would b really appreciated.