Hi ladies. Have been MIA for a while but have been keeping track of everyones progress.
firstly congratulations to all the BFP's....cherish it ladies it is a very special gift I hope that you all go on to have beautiful healthy babies
To all the BFN's my heart is breaking along side you all. There are no words to describe the sadness and the heavyness in your heart. Find a way to be kind to yourself and continue to follow your dreams.
AFM...BFN number 6...no frosties and no idea where to go from here. It would seem that my body does not want to carry a baby and my embies dont survive past day 6. I feel that as a woman I should be able to do this, it feels so wrong that I cannot do what nature intended...I have cried, I have got mad, I have been frustrated beyond belief, and then I cried again!
Waiting on a call from FS, who has been wonderful and very open to trying anything new. A while ago he suggested donar eggs...still cant get my head around not having a biological child...I know that sounds selfish, I just need more time to think it over. And all the while tick tock tick tock....turn 40 in a few months am terrified of going into early menopause and losing any chance I may have had. Sorry about the negative post...I just feel so lost and out of control......