Starfish, huge hugs. I'm not so much sad as really, really angry that you have to go through this, that the risks were not explained to you (to us - God knows I was never told about Asherman's risk) plus its so unfair, unfair, unfair that you have to go through this after all you have been through. It just shouldn't be this hard. I'm so glad that your acupuncturist was able to be there for you and to help you through the emotions of today and to support you. She was not 'blowing sunshine' - my own experience shows that it can take quite a bit of tweaking the meds .. and plain, old fashioned waiting ... before the lining comes good. There are loads of stories to this effect on the Ashermans site, as well as women whose endometrium spontaneously comes good after they abandon hormone therapy. The uterus is a mysterious thing. I'm sending you loads of cyber hugs and positive vibes, just hang in there, I don't honestly believe this is 'as good as it gets' for you, I continue to have faith that 'as good as it gets' for you is a healthy pregnancy. I know the nights can be hard after days when you get news like this. If you're up tonight and losing faith don't worry - I'll keep the faith up here for you and I'll send it back down to you when you are ready.