I really can't get into Christmas. We haven't got a a tree up, no decorations, no nothing. But it's not fair on the other kids.
But it just doesn't seem right without him. I went to the carols last night and I couldn't even sing them, everytime I started to i choked up and started crying. The kids were having a ball. I don't know how I'll go Christmas day, I don't want to be home, so we are going away, but still, it will be very hard, yet it's not fair on the other kids to NOT do Christmas, they love it so much.