I need some advice. I am scared I am just not willing to see that my marriage to my husband is coming to an end. It's more him wanting it to be over then me, he says he's over me all the time, has no desire to even speak to me, he gets home from work and walks right by me without a word. We got together young at 17 and 18 and we are now 25 and 26 with 3 young kids 4 and under. It's been like this for a least 2 years I was just hoping it would get better but has only gotten worse. We own a home together so it's not going to be easy to break up. I can't even imagine the logistics of it all. I will hate to live on my own and it will be soo hard to raise my 3 kids on my own, I'm pretty sure he would be in agreence to have a 50/50 custody of the kids. I can't even believe I M writing this down as we haven't spoken about this as I am too scared to hear him say this is what he wants. Our kids are going to be devastated to not see daddy everyday.
I have no one to talk to about all this and feel so alone and upset. I just want to crawl into a hole and disappear.