So I met this AMAZING guy on the weekend. In fact my friends are quite jealous as he was a couple of years ahead of us in high school and was pretty much everyone's fantasy crush! But I didn't know him as I came to school half way through year 10.
Anyway... we had a bit of fun, he stayed the night - we talked and talked. We are sooooo similar, even have the same job.... He mentioned several times about hanging out with me for the day but I kept saying how I had to head out later that arvo... so he said "I should prob call a cab" and I agreed.
I can't stop thinking about the guy, he made a few comments that make me feel like he was interested in catching up again, like "you'll have to tell me how your arvo drinks went", etc. But I was a bit stand offish (even though inside I couldn't believe this incredible guy was even talking to me)
Gah!! What the hell is wrong with me!! Why can't I actually accept that 'maybe' someone could be interested in me..... I think deep down I must be a little scarred by the exH having an affair. I just want to be normal!!