I think I just have to rant today.... I wish I could quit my job!!
Over the last couple of months, I have been "pulled up" about three times for doing things wrong. Each time, I get a really scary letter from a big manager and have to go have a meeting with her where she accuses me of things and I have to defend myself. It's a really scary situation, and worse when I haven't even done anything wrong.
Well, the first two time I hadn't done anything wrong, but this time I actually have. I kind of hate my job and have been taking shortcuts, and in the letter I got yesterday she said that they have been investigating me and have found 20 breaches between 06/11 and 05/12. I am so ****ed that they "investigated" instead of coming and talking to me!!!
I am due to get a $500 end of year bonus in January and a $1200 6 monthly bonus at the end of this month. And if they give me a written warning because of this issue, I won't get those bonuses.
I feel like they have been totally underhanded and they should have talked to me as soon as they realised what I was doing. Instead they have been watching me for a month and taking note of everything I do wrong.
I burst into tears as soon as I got the letter, I was sitting at my desk for about 3 hours working and crying the whole time. I wish I could just quit, but I want my damn maternity leave!! I am not due til late April, god I wish I could go now!!!
This meeting is on Monday and the union is stepping in and helping me, but I don't know what hope I have of surviving since I actually have done something wrong this time. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!