That you know you are just a crap parent? I feel like an absolute failure and don't know why I thought I could do this. I look at my DD and think she deserves someone better. Someone who couldve birthed her better and someone who could feed her better than I am. I know that no one could love her more than me but that doesn't make me feel better.
My dp constantly says how great I am and I feel like one day soon she will realise I'm not.