Hi all ,
I'm so excited I got AF tonight . Never been so excited to get AF
As much as I'm so excited, tonight it has hit me that I'm so scared of another failure .
I have such mixed emotions . Sometimes I think I can't get pregnant again (not sure why I think this - just negative) and other times I think 'well I've had a baby before so I should be able to have another one again'.
I was going so well at being positive but now reality is near and I'm going to be cycling again I'm kinda freaking. Do other ladies feel like this?? Am I normal??
I'm giving this cycle my best shot as I have given up sugar and wheat (this is huge for me) for two weeks now and I will continue this till after my final BT, also taking DHEA and will be doing saizen.
Good night peeps! Hope you are all well... Been so quite in here...
So good to have you back Laned
I will be counting down till day 20 when I can start sniffing .