**Calling all Sydney IVF/ART ladies- from limbo land to graduates** #2

**jeb8303** · 14-02-2012 19:57

Alison - they makes it 2 day.. My first cycle I had EPU on Monday and had 3 day transfer on a Thursday

**lola77** · 14-02-2012 20:39

Just wiped some slightly brown mucus. Think I'm going to vomit.
I knew this happening before my due date was too good to be true

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**jeb8303** · 14-02-2012 20:52

Crossing fingers for you Lola xo

**nat84u** · 15-02-2012 05:31

Oh no Lola... As long as it stays brown its ok. I'm crossing everything I can for you xxxxxxx STAY AWAY AF!!!

**nat84u** · 15-02-2012 05:33

Oh and... First weigh in of the 12wbt today... After only 3 days on it I've lost 1.7kg!!! Even with a really heavy AF with wicked bloating and cramping!

Happy happy :-D

**The Time Has Come** · 15-02-2012 06:35

Lola-I'm praying there has been no more blood or spotting since last night. I hope you're feeling okay... Fingers crossed babe.

Alison12-sending you lots of luck for transfer today, you already have a little fighter on your hands!!!

Be back later for some personals
xxx

**EternalOptimist** · 15-02-2012 07:36

Oh Lola, my heart just dropped its such a scary thing to see but like the other ladies said as long as it's brown then it's not over! The pessaries & crinone can irritate the cervix which can cause slight spotting. Don't give up yet gorgeous xx

**EternalOptimist** · 15-02-2012 07:38

TTHC: Happy PUPO day beautiful. I am sending u bucket loads of sticky baby vibes for ur ET today. Hope u have some time to rest afterwards today x

Be back soon for personals when I'm at my computer :-)

**EternalOptimist** · 15-02-2012 07:40

Sorry didn't read all the posts. All the best for ur ET today Alison. Sending sticky vibes ur way. R u having time off afterwards?

**lola77** · 15-02-2012 07:40

I'm just re-posting what I posted on another thread last night. Excuse the laziness.

I think I'm out again. I just wiped some slightly brown tinged mucus.

I know what you're going to say, could be old blood from implantation bleeding, could be nothing etc, but I just have this sudden deep sadness and know that it's bit. I've stupidly allowed myself to believe that this could happen, I could actually be pregnant before my due date next week. I just feel like this is never going to happen and I must be a really bad person to have this happen over and over again.

I love max so much and it breaks my heart that I keep failing to give him a brother or sister. He is so perfect and completely selfishly I just want more. I want to be pregnant again and feel that baby move around.

I have so many pregnant people around me right now and is just tearing me apart. I don't want to be this bitter old person but I fear I'm becoming resentful of other peoples happiness and I'm getting so used to having to bounce back from disappointment that I'm shutting off my emotions in every day life as well.

Im sorry for the me post but I just wanted this to work more than anything else.

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