Thanks for your responses....it was a long weekend for me and I needed to stay distracted from anything fertility/IVF...my scan is tomorrow so I will know if it's a go ahead or not tomorrow.
Thanks Nessika - it has been such a big shock for me, as I thought we were facing MFI and nothing else. Thanks for your hopeful story. My DH and I decided to have a few months break if this cycle is cancelled or doesn't work, and I seemed to feel relieved with that decision but now I don't know what I feel. I am feeling very negative and "poor me" about this too - I wish I could get some positive mojo back - I use to be such a positive person...[
I am planning to write a list of questions tonight for tomorrow, and my FS better not be in a "in and out" mood tomorrow (he's nice but very busy).
Thanks Beta - I will be asking about AMH - I don't think my FS took it and if he did, and it was low, I am furious that he didn't tell me. I am certainly someone who needs to know where things stand, the same with my DH.
I am already prepared for the worst news (the imagination is a wonderful thing).
Hopefully I will gather as much info at tomorrow's appt, see how things go then go to another FS when I am ready to go again.
A big fat congrats to you by the way!!
Hi Luckyme1 - I didn't think I could feel more devastated after the first cycle was cancelled, but the universe proved me wrong after this cycle's bad results...I just want tomorrow's appt to be over. The Fert pysch was good to talk to and I'm seeing him again in a week. I feel like I'm living in a nightmare but trying really hard to think that there's so many other things that could be worse. I think it's finally hit my DH that our situation is really not good... thanks for your words..
Can I ask a question about stimming? Is it true that the longer you stim, the lower quality your eggs become? If I do end up triggering tomorrow, then EPU won't be until Day 19, and I've been on puregon since Day 6...that's not good for eggs is it? I have been taking COQ10 for a couple of months though...
Thanks for your responses....there's so many levels to fertility IVF, and it's so hard to find anyone to talk to about this...I think I may hang around this thread if thats ok...
I will share how my scan goes tomorrow..