Linds, I have no good feelings about this cycle atm cos my last test yesterday morning was still a BFFNNN. That is 8dp5dt and I reckon if the crappy embryos have hatched latest 3 days after transfer they would have already snuggled in and produced HCG! TOday i did not test cos I want to keep my tests for next cycle which I foresee I will be in, antagonist or long down reg whichever fits into the xmas schedule and allows medicare claims. I probably will do a last test before going to BT Mon morning just to get myself ready for that phone call unless AF turns up before that then will save a test, hopefully not or it will jeapardize the timing to jump onto another antagonist cycle again.
It is hard to be hopeful atm but I am not letting it get into me really. Last cycle I was totally shattered and angry. This cycle I am calm atm and I told myself I am not going to be crying or angry whatever is coming. Just want to keep a no-giving up atttitude and press on until i have tried every hook and crook. And secretly running out to the garden to chill out when DH's out at work. He commanded me to sleep and rest the whole day!